Because I had to leave Emma last year, I won’t be there tomorrow to see you graduate.
Instead I will be curled up in my bed at 6:45am waiting for the live stream to start.
Because I chose a new place, I won’t line up for wailing wall or wear my hood (which this time I earned).
Instead I will tear up at home thinking about the girls who started at Emma with me.
I am so ridiculously proud of the people you are and excited to see what comes next.
Trudy will talk about you briefly (and hopefully say your name right) tomorrow but I wanted my piece.
Ying, I never did talk you in to taking an art class but maybe you didn’t need it? I missed you all the time this year. Every email and snapchat was amazing.
Sonya, you are brave and powerful and give amazing speeches. Thank you for being a genius with me.
Sash, every email you send me makes my life better. I hope that college brings more late night adventures and a lot of time on the water. Maybe riding a moose?
Lily, I am sometimes jealous of your amazing sense of self but, don’t be afraid to not know what’s next or to lose yourself a little. Also, always tell me stories from lute camp, please and thank you.
Caelin, you did it and kid, it was touch and go for a minute there. From 1,000 broken laptops to late nights showing up at my house I feel real lucky that I get to have you in my life.
And Court, my office only ever felt a small part mine as you definitely owned real estate there. You have given me some of my favorite gifts ever and truly have a knack for making other people feel important. I expect 1,000,000 emails.
To Sam, Kiki, Claire, Gabby, Muna, Kirstin. To Ruby, Luna, Susan, Emily, Elsie, Jhanara. To Lorraine, Joie, Emma, Lauren, Justine, Dana.
I wish I was there to tell you in person and most of you will never read this but you made a huge impact on my life and I know you will continue to make impacts where ever you are headed.
Ms. Schwartz. (I guess you can call me Anne now.)
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I am curious — why did you feel you had to leave? if I may ask.